Dear ones,
One year ago I began my first Out of the Fire post with these words:
What do we do when the world seems to be burning around us?
We hold hands. We show up. We take good action and make good trouble. We root in. We pray. We love. We weep. We sing to the trees. We know we are in this, together.
My intent with Out of the Fire over the last year was to dance together with the contradictions and find meaning in the chaos. And to celebrate everything.
This Substack has been a sanctuary to share the stories of stewarding land after losing 175 out of 180 acres to the biggest wildfire in New Mexico two years ago.
Out of the Fire has helped me go back to my journalism roots, to explore new forms of writing, to share deeper musings, and to have safe space to write more controversial things and talk about them.
Over the past year I’ve shared articles on wildfire, war, willingness, and writing. Out of the Fire has gone from 0 to 167 paid subscribers and over 75,000 free subscribers.
I relish each of your comments, emails, from the conflicts to the cheerleading.
Whether you are a paid or free subscriber, I’ve been so grateful to share my heart with you, write about tough subjects, and paint a picture of the rising from the ashes of a wildfire and of phoenixing through grief.
Below, for your reading pleasure, I’ve compiled a listing the articles I’ve written/shared over the past year. Wow.
For those who have sustained and encouraged me as a writer with your paid subscription, thank you, thank you, thank you.
For those of you who have read articles, commented, shared with your friends, thank you, thank you, thank you.
If you feel moved to upgrade your subscription to Out of the Fire I would be so grateful (and thank you to all of you paid subscribers for continuing to support my writings.) Paid subscribers receive new moon audio meditations, advance excerpts from upcoming books and early writings for future books, and a quarterly zoom call.
If you want to become a paid subscriber but can’t afford it at this time reach out to me and I’ll give you a free year, no questions asked.
One more way to help spread Out of the Fire: if there is an article below that really touched you, please share it with a friend and invite them to subscribe. Gratitude.
Happy One Year Anniversary, Out of the Fire! Here’s to another year of curious, compassionate creativity through words.
With a deep bow,
Wildfire and Land Stewardship in the Wilds of New Mexico
When What you Love Destroys What you Love: The Before and After
Make Lemonade from the Ashes: But first squeeze the juice of your tears, rage, and despair
When you Lose the Vision Let Others Hold it For You: Even, or especially, when you don't believe
Seedballs, Willow Wattles, and the Bear Theft - Part 1
Seedballs, Willow Wattles, and the Bear Theft - Part 2
Let Me Introduce You to Baxter the Bear - Part 3 of Seedballs & Bear Theft
Failures R Us - Part 4 of Seedballs & Bear Theft
Building at the Crossroads of Mordor and Narnia - Part 1
Mud Pies for Adults: Part 2 Building at the Crossroads
Blooming from the Ashes: A yurt, a bathhouse, and work as play
Plentiful Poop: Pretty porta potties, outhouse disasters, and the off grid toilet I love
Rose Bramble and the Sad Well: Plus the paperwork dance for drilling
Talking to Trees: Stewardship as Courtship
Courtship / Stewardship: Talking to Trees, Part Two
Singing to the End: Talking to Trees, Part Three
photo by Catherine Just • https://www.catherinejust.com
On Writing
The Covid Pause and Puzzle Pieces: Hello from the inbetween place
First Excerpt: Wild, Willing, Wise: A story about a literal big fucking river
Multiple Balls, Two Hands: Wonderings of a Writer
The Writing I Didn’t Send: Liminal words from the inbetween worlds
Cherry Blossoms and the Sweep of Time: A co-authored flowering
Why I’m Nervous: The Big and Small of It
Tragedy, War, and Hard Conversations
Pausing to Assess: Ashes are not Black or White
The Gift of Hopelessness: Birthday struggles, birthday blessings
The White Deer: Thoughts on possession, war, horrors, and blessings
Thanks-giving, Thanks-living: Giving Back, with Gratitude
These are a Few of the Heartbreaking Things: Gaza, abortion bans, trans violence
Learning and Leaning In: War, family, and the best and the worst of humans
On Brain Tumors, Raising Baby Skunks, Baby Jesus, & a Warning
Holding Hands with the Unknown: Open Brain, Open Heart
I Want to Collapse, Cocoon, Cave: How About You?
Tamales and Baby Jesus: I am a New Godmother!!!
A Warning, with Questions: Slow down and stretch, sweethearts
Poetry & Art
The Invitation - Oriah
Every Morning the World is Created - Mary Oliver
In Spite of War - Angela Morgan
Beauty and Strength: And Back to the Very, Very Beginning
Trees are Poems the Earth Writes on the Sky: The alchemical process of transforming matter into beauty - Joumana Medlej
Make me a Channel of Disturbance: Grant the willingness to listen; Love the unlovable as well as the lovely
ReStacks
Hope you are Feeling Better - Sophie Strand
Take Back the Magic - Perdita Finn
Experiment, Experiment, Experiment - Brian Klaas
This is 54: Author Elizabeth Gilbert Responds to The Oldster Magazine Questionnaire
A Little Note to Say You Are Humongously Fabulous - E. Jean Carroll
Top Four Articles
About me: I’m the author of the bestselling Warrior Goddess Training (10 years old this year!) and soon-to-be-born Wild, Willing, and Wise: When to Paddle, When to Rest, and When to Jump Naked into the River of Life (coming soon: July 30th!). I am both vulnerable and brave, wildly courageous and sometimes shy.